Check this song, it's called Nothing's Left by Insane Clown Posse

There's no story that ain't been told
There's no gimmick that ain't been sold
Ain't no ocean that ain't been swam
Ain't no JOBBER that ain't been slammed
There's no road that never been travled
There's no doctor that ain't been baffled
Ain't no thug that never cried
Ain't no preacher that never lied
There's no rumor that ain't been passed
Ain't no question that no one's asked
There's no tree that won't get chopped
There's no bomb that wont get dropped
Ain't no paths that no one's been laid
Ain't no beast that ain't been afraid
No feat that no one can
There's no saga that never began

Ain't no snow that didn't melt
There's no punch that ain't been felt
There's no skill that no one's learned
There's no planet that He ain't turned
There's no view that never dissolved
There's no problem that ain't been solved
There's no tail that no one's told
There's no beauty that won't get old
There's no garden that the sun ain't beamed on
There's no shoulder that ain't been leaned on
There's no color that ain't been seen
Purple, Yellow, Forest Green
There's no desert that ain't seen rain
Nobody here that ain't felt pain
There's no bigot that ain't been clowned
There's no treasure that I ain't found
Ain't no cave they never explored
Ain't no mother that ain't been ignored
There's no leader that ain't been lead
There's no blood that ain't been shed
There's no dish they never made
Aint no brick they never laid
Everything left's been done before
Nothings new, nowhere to explore

On the day when the wagon's come I just pray that you let me on [9x]
Wont you let me on, Wont you let me on, Wont you let me on.....

Hey Jake Jeckel fly twist and spin to the other side [9x]
On the day when the wagon's come I just pray that you let me on
Wont you let me on, Wont you let me on...

Wow, i just got back from the mushroomhead concert at JAXX and that shit was so kick ass, i got so fucked up in mosh pits, it was fucking great! Man, that chick i met up with, i got her number at hot topic, damn, she was looking so fucking sexy and ugh! i'm in love! nah, but she's so fucking hot. That show was so kick ass it wasn't even funny. Stuck in kaos was there along with crossbreed and noctora or some shit like that.  Man, the whole thing was dedicated to the troops too so they kept talking about them getting the crowed all fucking syked up and i also met this group of marines who just got back from fighting and we were talking and shit, so kick ass! Well i'm beat, i'm bout to pass out so i'm out for tonight, stay cold

FUCK EVERY GOD DAMN IGNORANT BITCH IN THIS FUCKING WORLD!!!!!! Today at summer school I finally worked up the courage to talk to this extremely beautiful girl who I've been eyeing the whole time I was there. The only prob was she was always on the phone, you see I only would see her during lunch and she'd always be on the phone. Well due to the constant nagging of my friends I made the agreement that if she wasn't off of it by Monday I'd walk up and get her off. Well come Monday she still wasn't on…. So kept to my promise. I approached her at her table as she was sitting alone and said, "Excuse me, I realize you're on the phone but I was wondering if I might be able to get a chance to talk to you?" Those are my exact fucking words, no joke….

She didn't even hesitate with a fucking reply, she looked deep into my eyes and said "No, you're weird!", turned her head back and put the phone back up against her ear as if nothing had happened… I mean FUCK, she didn't even just say it, she like spit it at me and I swear, if I would have had my hand out she would have bit it off, the crazy bitch.  My friend sitting not far from her heard her talking about it with her friend on the phone, get this… "What gothic person would talk to a normal person like me? Why would he think a normal person like me would talk to him.  They don't even understand normal words…" Something like that is exactly what she said, I'm not making this up at all and every word is exactly as it was heard when it happened, trust me, they're all etched into my brain.  How fucking stuck up and ignorant do you have to fucking be to say and do shit like that.  When I spoke to her I spoke in a fucking sweet voice and was nice and polite and she just snapped at me like that, what the fuck! That's just fucked up in everyway… I mean I'm not weird at all, yes I dress weird, okay I'll give her that, but I mean fuck, I was wearing big pants with a Ralph Laurence shirt for shit's sake. She doesn't know shit about me and for her to make a remark like that is unbelievably fucked up. If she fucking knew me she'd know I'm a vol. fire fighter, good guy, great friend, and a person who cares so much for any girl I go out with but she never gave me a chance and wants to pretend she knows me…

After that just a joke my friend walks up and hits on her just to see how she snaps at him. Now he’s a more "normal" dressed guy I guess you could say and he walks up and was like "Hey, am I too weird to talk to?" and she replies with "No, but he was!" Fuck! This whole situation is just so infuriating.  Man, I was actually really looking forward to talking to that bitch for a while then too…

I was doing some thinking and well it led me to this. Some shit’s been eating at my brain and unless you’ve felt the pain I have you couldn’t understand. Now have you felt the pain I have, well that’s a good question, let’s answer that… Have you ever felt the pain of your love moving on without you, or have you felt the pain of the one and only person in the world who you love cheat on you or leave you for someone that’s half as good as you.  Have you ever felt the pain of crying for your lover when she’s laughing at what she did to you and using it to joke about with her friends? Have you ever felt the pain of wanting somebody so badly when all they want is to forget you more than anything? Have you ever felt the pain of a year of love and dreams of being with that person forever to find out every time she tells you she loves you was within hours of her fucking somebody else.  Have you ever felt the pain of having your loved one turn everything that you thought you could trust her with against you and destroy everything you’ve ever believed?  Worst of all, have you ever felt the pain of loosing your best friend and within two weeks found out your one and only true love is cheating on you and given up on your love….? That’s only some of the shit I felt through all of this and if you haven’t felt the pain of everyone of those to the extremes that I have… welll then there isn’t much more of a point in me writing this…  You know every girl I have ever gone out with has cheated on me… I mean I really want a real relationship and if it turns to love then good, but for some reason I can’t find a girl that wants the same and when I do she abandons that feeling for me for another guy. I don’t know why but I can’t seem to meet another girl either that really seems to be interested in me, and when I think I might have a lead I end up getting blown off for some shitty excuse at the last minuet… Well shit, what can you say…. I mean I’m just looking to catch a break for once, I mean all my time is dedicated to helping people. If my friends, even my fucking ex that hurt my so badly, is down and needs someone to talk to I’m there for em and I listen to their problems and all.  I’m always there to back my boys up too, if there’s a fight and they need so help I’m there, and of course I’m a Vol. fire fighter too, I mean shit. I realize I don’t do it solely for the point of helping and a lot of it is just the rush and thrill you get from it but nothing feels better to go to some ones house when they need help and really actually do something to help them, to get them through the night and if we do our job right the rest of their lives, especially when you see the patients wife next to you doing all she can not to explode into tears, or the lost and helpless look on the mothers eyes as you help her child, seeing that and knowing that you’re doing everything you can to save this persons life is just so rewarding.  I mean it’s hard to explain unless you’ve lived it, I mean I don’t think one person has really said thanks unless they’re a bystander or something because of course the people living it are obviously stressed and don’t think about it, but it’s so rewarding, just knowing that you’re doing the best you can to help them… So what, your best isn’t always enough, well that’s all part of a job and though the brotherhood of the people you work with you get through it… but still, my point is I try to be a good person and do what I can to help and everything… I’d just like to find a girl who is really willing to have a relationship with me, a real one, not just some bullshit one for fun… sure maybe I’m too young to hope for that now and I’m supposed to be fucking, not loveing every girl I go out with, oh well, what can you say… I am who I am… Damn, I really don’t know what the point of this was but I just felt like rambling and getting shit off my chest, I’m sure it sounds exactly like everything else I’ve written so far but oh well… Well stay cold every body.

-Kris

Ps. This probably made no sense but I don’t feel like proof reading it so get over it.

My friend on his xanga did this entry explaining to everyone why COLD means so much to us fans and well i had to reply to it. This here is my reply and why COLD means so much to me, if you're that bored or even just plain care check it out.

I completely agree man, COLD is one of the few reasons i am still here, their music has helped me through so much.  After loosing my best friend (the sweetest, most beautiful girl in the world) to cancer i found my self again and again not being able to pull my self away from songs like "Rain Song" where he recals memories with his friends and repeats how he'll never be the same after knowing his lost loved ones, and songs like "Cure My Tragedy (A Letter To God)", where as you stated before the singer is begging God to cure his tragedy (his sister's cancer) as i used to plead to him every night for Adrienn's sake...  Also as you know the person i loved more than anybody in this world and would have died again and again for, my girl friend Holly i found out was cheating on me less than two weeks after loosing Adrienn to her battle with cancer.  ME and holly went out for a year and i thought our love would never die and when it did it was my breaking point, finding myself in my room crying to songs like "Go Away" so loud my ears would bleed, or blasting "Happens All The Time" and relating every word in it to me and Holly.  COLD makes you want to die but gives you reason to live. As mike knows when he first played COLD for me i laughed at him and said turn that shit off but the second he showed me how well i related to every one of their songs i fell head over heels for them.  Life is full of  pain, but not just for you. They say the kid that smiles the  most at school cries the most at home, that the person with the toughest body has the most frigile soul. COLD shows you all of this, through his metaphors about his past and through his message of hope to the future.  God i'd do anything to say thanks to Scooter, just that one word cause when my breaking point hit and i found the knife hovering over my wrist, the sound of COLD drowned out my tears and told me i could make it through this just like him.  I'd sell my soul to Scooter, cause if it wasn't for him i wouldn't have one at this point... Well God bless COLD and of course to the army fight on.  STay cold Mike and all you other soldiers out there.
-Kris